This is a self sketch of a man who is flooded with information, therefore, is trying to makes sense of it, still, remains clueless.
Somebody said, and I, but, agree: 'Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is God's gift, that's why we call it the present.'
I am dealing with a situation where the past is a mystery, that makes the present hazy and murky. The future remains, as is always, uncertain.
There is information deficit like a trench deep and wide. The deficit will help the culprit.
I want to see the hidden. The hidden is there to see, is just hidden.
People are playing games with me. I have joined the game with them. I like to play the game.
Carl Jung, a Swiss psychologist and psychiatrist who founded analytical psychology said, "Often the hands will solve a mystery that the intellect has struggled with in vain." So I give up apply my mind and work to make things happen.
'In all chaos' as Jung explains, 'there is a cosmos.' Like wise, 'in all disorder a secret order.' Sadly enough, 'knowledge rests not upon truth alone, but upon error also.'
The spade work to dig out the hidden is begun.